ouch! ='( i hate this feeling..

I can’t stand to live anymore,

I just want to die and end it all.

The pain of living is just the start,

I’m sorry that I’m breaking your heart.

It started with hate, but now it’s little too late.

My life is a mess and I can only confess,

That inside it hurts none the less.

I’m sorry for all the trouble I’ve caused,

But in the end it’ll be okay because this is the only way.

I’m sorry for worrying you,

I’m sorry for distressing you.

I’m sorry for killing you inside.(when i got pregnant)

Mama.. it saddens me to see you cry..

eventhough were not too close,

You’re the one who helped me get by.

You taught me to walk..

You taught me to talk...

Without you I wouldn’t even be here.

Papa... you’re the greatest guy in the world.

I never appreciated the time we had...

Inside I was papa’s girl..

But I never showed you I cared.

Without your guidance I wouldn’t be here,

You told me that I never had to fear.

I miss you Papa..sorry If I gave you some tears..

For such a long time,

I have felt this way and all I have to say is “I love you”..

and another I love you for all the people i love..

especially those people who left me behind..

Papa your the best father a girl could ever have...

Mama, i love you eventhough I didn't open it up..

Friends, I will miss you, if the time will come and i need to give up..

Ciara, you are the most precious gift that i received from up above..

i feel so blurd..

empty...

forsaken..

idle...

depressed..

all I want to do is die...

So this, I guess, is my goodbye.

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